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Carnival ( Cosmic Butterfly )
Heart beats tears inside
A move a dream in grass
These confused minds Stonehenge traffic
Dancing butterfly leave for space
In someone's dreams
Dresses of wishes another
noise
Ballerina in snow starlight wonders
Maps leading backward rainy conversation
A white knee whispering lips
Midnight treatments
Nighttime
Silence
Somewhere a mark of you in the rain
Movements
Somebody in a dream in the rain
How I wish I were there
A light
A light span over the water
This night
You wish it could stay like this forever
I wish I were there
Autumn smells
Sounds in the trees
Stomach nerves
This Night
This night, this lonely
time
You are outside and I am inside
You smiled with them
And how I just wish
This night, this cold time
You are climbing high
And I am falling down
How I just wish
And you are smiling
This night
You are talking about boys
I am dreaming about you
You are talking about dreams
And I am in the middle of one
And you are smiling
This night
Hunger
Thoughts of June moments
Raindrops on red lips
Absurd phrases from your heart
The swings are crying in
the dream
The swings are crying when you leave
Nails touching white legs
In your red high heels
Running up the helter skelter
The swings are crying over
oceans
The swings are crying when you leave
Lemonade hearts
And I don't fear any more
I am swimming into your world
The swings are crying in
the fields
The swings are crying when you leave
My words fail
They are turning to tears
And I cannot reach them any more
The Final Touch
There is a girl by the teachers'
room
She likes to fly from the mountains
On day she will hit the ground
And become the flower she never was
There is a boy in the old
factory
Oil and dirt and mess in his head
Every time he is going to take the train
He wish to jump in front of the wheels
There are times when we
don't walk this planet anymore
And there are times when you don't feel your heart beat anymore
The Sky Is Blue
The sky is blue
And so were you
I sat on that bus my heart fell to floor and I
Found truth
The sky is blue
And all of you
I was so near I could smell your thoughts and I
Fell down
And I among these heads,
I was the only one to know
I was the only one to see
The sky is blue
Just like you
These aprilskies will always
reminds me of you
And how they do
Fingers in my Stomach
My stomach is full of you
And your fingers digging holes in me
My ears all-full of you
And they are bleeding of love
I wonder how it would be
If I get the meaning
Through in my dream
To you in my dream
Walking inside to dreams
Cos I cant meet your reality
I can see your windows get cold
They are crying of love
Orange You
Orange you, are floating
by me
Orange you has filled my head with sex
Orange you
Are whispering to me
Orange dreams
Those are made for real
Orange you
Are flying around my bed
Orange you
Hours
Didn't find you with the
vacuum cleaner
Set my mind on fire with gasoline
Talked to the spider on the wall
And only he knew your ribs
Couldn't find you with my
open mouth
Under water for minutes
Screaming to the portrait on the wall
Only she knew your dreams
Watching you climbing in
the mud
In extra special Technicolor
Maybe somewhere there
I learned about life
With eyes of secret things
Orange you
Are dressed to kill
Me
If I Dream
If I dream of you tonight
What do you want me to do?
Do you want me to answer you?
By the water in the October rain
Every time I take your hand
And open my mouth
I woke up sweating
Looking through a misty glass
Into a time of pink romance
Shadows of times
It will be secret looks for myself
Temptation grows in bodies
Shadows of times
All I got left is your name
But I love it
In a corner of a time that was before
I can see you
I am looking into the room
Full of colours floating around
Shadows of times
And all the things you did
Lying frozen on the floor
Shadows of times
You brought me a step closer to the unknown world
A special theatre a scene- could be words
A huge projection
Takes me to places no one ever been before
A love in four dimensions
And I will
For ever Love You